Replay

i felt like going back. i felt regret . As if i could go back to that one point in time, where i wish i'd acted in another way. i didn't say what i ever said . Or i never did what i ever did, because i knew what i did was wrong, since i had a bad feeling in my heart, telling me that i have erred. And i want to fix things and make everything okay, but i just don't know how .

I am human. I am not perfect I'm not the best servant of the Almighty God, I'm not the best daughter,I'm not the best friend,I'm definitely no angel,Who never does any wrong.

 

I have wronged. I have made mistakes. And sometimes I don't know how to go back to that place where everything was right. Sometimes I don't know how to make it right. i try to do good, and try to show a good example as a human being, and do my best so that my flaws and wrongs aren't flaunted to the whole world, not so that people would think i am an angel , Not so that i can be called a goody-two-shoes , GOSH ! but yeah i also don't know why am i act like this .

However, i do realise that i can try my best, but sometimes my faults can be seen clearly by other people. Only in Allah lies perfection. May my flaws become a reminder to myself, that i am weak, i am forgetful, i am full of weaknesses. i embrace my  flaws, but i don't cherish it and enjoy it. Instead, i strive to become better each and everyday . So that i can truly fulfill my purpose of life which is as a servant of Allah and as a better person i guess .

ya allah , Give me Your protection from all my wrongdoings and imperfections . Give me strength to be steadfast in this path . Let my flaws be a reminder to myself . For only You .are the Most Gracious, Most Merciful , Most Forgiving , May there always be a way back, whenever i  do err, whenever i do wrong, whenever i stray from the path of rightness. Amin.

What does love mean ?

Okay, i've found this. And this is kinda move my heart. A lil bit. Yeah, i guess this one does make sense. A real meaning of love :)

"Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way."

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love."

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth."

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of theirs."

"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don’t yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings."

"Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired."

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."

"Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."

"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you’re scared they won’t love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more."

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore."

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."

"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken."

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you"

"You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."

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p/s: Dan cinta sejati itu apabila kita meletakkan yang paling menyayangi kita di atas sekali, ia Dia. Al Khaliq :)