She

Day by day
She realize that she's no longer herself
That her whom she used to be in the past
flew away as time passes by

The one that bear everything that she've been told to
The one that can't even stand to speak up her mind because she's afraid
The one that always held back her feeling even when she's about to explode

Has fade away..

And now,

She don't even know herself

So much unpredictable that even herself can't read her mind

She speaks up whatever that she had on her mind

She act through impulse rather than thinking about it first

She show them that she's sturdy as an oak yet she's still fragile inside

She easily get mad over a small thing  yet at one second she turn her back and start crying

She talk, laugh and nag so much in front of others yet she's still crying by herself whenever she's alone

This girl I'm talking about..

She's such..

A pitiful girl

:___________

p/s: Please pray for her. So that she can gather her strength and herself 

to wake up from this long dream and transform to the best version of herself.