" Why did you say like that ? You have always trust my words "
" Because I know you well, that's why I trust you. I know you can do it, even more than this."
" Stop it. You don't even know me. Don't you know how scary I am ? Why do you trust me ? I told you, don't trust me. Why don't you listen well ? Never do this again. Never, show to others this side of yours. This weak side of yours. Stop showing it. Stop showing your credulous nature in front of others. People will easily stab you from the back. You might get hurt "
*unnerved*
******
You should know, trust isn't made by an hour. It takes time to earn. Maybe a week, a month or maybe a year or even more than that. And I'm a type of person that don't easily trust someone. But when I said I trust you, I really do. But, it such a wow when all that it takes to destroy a trust is one second. Ajaib.
알아. 알았다고.
I know. I know that well. Very well.
I know you wanna shelter me. I know you don't wanna see me hurt.
But, pushing me aside by saying " we don't know each other well " when I was trying to console you..do you think it's going to solve everything ? So that I won't get hurt if I don't see that beast inside of you ?
More than that, do you know what's worst ?
It's the first time yet you ask me to leave you & forget everything about you
It's the first time yet you ask me to leave you & forget everything about you
Don't you think it's quite harsh ? I know you don't.
That's why you did it. You wanna know ?
Yes, it is harsh. And it's sorta hurt me, a bit.
No it's not a bit. It hurts a lot. Like a lot
No it's not a bit. It hurts a lot. Like a lot
Now I realized
That actually, it's you who never trust me.
And that is actually why you never show me once the other side of you.
Sebab kalau kau percaya, pasti kau tunjuk
Sebab kalau kau percaya, kau tahu yang aku tak akan lari pergi
Once the truth has reveal
Kau tahu yang aku pasti ada menemani
Tapi...mungkin bukan semudah itu
Ya kan ?
Thanks, you woke me up sahabat.
:___
p/s: Belajar untuk mempercayai manusia mungkin bukan lah perkara yang paling mudah. Namun setidak tidaknya, belajar lah untuk mempercayai Dia. Mempercayai Dia yang mencipta. Kerana Dia takkan mungkin lari. Smile :')
Live well. As long as you hold into Him tightly, you wont fall. Take care sahabat !
Fi Amanillah !
