Alunan melodi zikrullah dan nasyeed yang bermain-main di sisi telinga kanan dan kiri sedikit menjamah hati kali ini. It's been a while since, untuk punya waktu diam begini cuma meladeni hati yang menyesah berat. Twitter sebentar tadi sudah pun di sign out *yawning* Jenguk blog sebentar walaupun desakan hati yang sudah menjerit jerit mahukan sang peradu-an menemani dan kerlipan mata yang kian lama semakin kelam semacam. Agaknya terlebih air mata akibat menahan mesin mata yang hampir terkatup. Okay lately ni I have been sleeping on the bed for more than a few hours, I mean in waktu pagi lah for qailullah or having a quick nap after zohor. It's been a while since I cherish myself and enjoy the miraculous feeling of sleeping without a stop sign.
Sebenarnya boleh mewujudkan rasa muak dan letih, tetapi anda semua pasti akan paksa juga diri untuk tidur dan tidur walaupun beberapa kali terjaga bangun. Getting up to take a bath and grab some food nearly midnight, it feels good. As if you got nothing to worry about. Termasuklah aturan pemakanan sihat yang sedikit mencerun tunggang-langgang. Heh. I guess the more you aged, the heavier the burden. Atau mungkin sebenarnya itu cumalah frasa-frasa lemah yang diguna pakai untuk menyedapkan diri sendiri. Just to reassure yourself that it's okay to feel heavy and triple lazy because problems will always occur in years ahead- that it is normal to be mundane and just be where you are right now.
I have been trying real hard to manage a few things ahead my way. Not getting influenced by criteria people getting used to. I hope it turns out good. You know, the culture that has been injected into our society actually kills. Though silent and slow, it still does kill.
Beware. It's gonna kill you, and me too. Muahaha *evil laugh*
:___
p/s: #Sorry random post
p/s: #Sorry random post
Feel so sleepy rite now, tak larat nak karang ayat panjang berjela menggelebeh. Tak termampu rasanya kepala ini nak mencerna idea idea yang terkadang bernas dan terlebihnya tidak. *face palms* Allah, mata dah nak terpejam pejam dah ni. Oh okay, fi amanillah. Assalamualaikum :]
